You're acting like me. Seriously. I'm very close to one of my aunts, and have always been ever since I was small. Whenever we're visiting family, I always make her promise she'll be at every family gathering. She misses one and I get upset.........just like you. I probably get more upset though, because I get to see her once every several years, since she lives so far away. Poor aunts. LOL! I know how you feel.