I'm sorry, but this, too will pass, I promise. I know you are disappointed.

A few years from now, it will seem like time has passed in the blink of an eye. Then you will have the rest of your life to have a dog, ar even multiple dogs.

Until then, as Lute suggested, there are alternative ways to get some canine contact. Make friends with dogs owners, maybe you can even get paid for walking dogs after school!