Meg, you know we are all here for you. Take one day at a time and know that deep down inside we are all stronger than we think we are.

I was where you are about 10 yrs ago and if there is one thing I've learned it's that love can heal your heart and make it better. I sure hope you have a strong support system in other family members and friends. You need that now.

Prayers going out to you, your family, especially your Grandpa. Will you have a chance to see him and tell him you love him??