Lorrraine I absolutely agree! She is letting me know that she wants me to hold her and love her some more. That is the part that I find the most heartbreaking when I'm there. I know how much love she needs but there 50 more in that room watching and screaming for the same kind of attention. I feel guilty when I put her back in her cage and I feel guilty when I hold her longer than the others. I just need to spend so much more time there!! I wish I had the energy and time to be there everyday.