I'm sorry things went so badly for you Amy I would have had to take a cry break too. Honestly, if you are THAT uncomfortable, and the trainer has another option, maybe it's worth looking into. Like you said, it should be fun, not something you dread. Nebo will pick up on your tension and may act out even more, if you hate it that much.

Just know that we love you, and we love Nebo too!!!

***HUGS***