My heart dog Jingles passed from cancer too It was the hardest thing I've ever done, watching her fail. She and her sister Cody were inseperable and when she died, Cody would stand on the dunes at the beach where they would play and run, and just howl that Husky, plaintive wail. It took a long time for her to adjust to the loss. I know how your heart is breaking and how you and the other pups long for Journey's return. Time doesn't heal all wounds, but it does help to lessen the pain. One day you all be united once more as a whole and happy family. Until then, hold onto the precious memories you have of your beautiful boy and give Rocky, Oscar and Otis all the love and comfort you can. I'd love to see pics of your sweet boy when you have the chance. {{{HUGS}}}