Dear Johanna:
I know that there are no words that could bring you much comfort right now. Everything has been said about your devotion to Binxie. He couldn't have had a better mommy than you and the love he brought into your life will remain forever in your heart. Ending his suffering was the best gift you could have given him to show your love.
As time goes by you might be able to think of him at the Bridge, playing with his friends, free of pain, thanks to your decision to help him on his journey.
We are always here for you. Hugs.