Oh Johanna I'm so, so sorry. I can't see for the tears. Johanna, each and every one of us knows how much you loved your beautiful Binx and NO ONE could have done more, tried harder, to make him healthy and whole again. We have nothing but love and admiration and respect for you for being the best, most devoted and dedicated Mommy in the whole, wide world. Binx was so blessed to have you as his Mom. I'm devastated for you loss, simply heartbroken Please remember that Binx knew how very, very loved he was, each and every day of his life. You did all that you could and in the end, you had the courage to do what was best for your beautiful boy. I wish I could say something to comfort you. I know your heart's breaking. We're here for you Johanna to give you support and to listen whenever you feel like talking. Please God, comfort Johanna and give her strength to face the difficult days ahead. {{{HUGS}}} Bless you beautiful Binx.