I'm so, so sorry But through your tears, remember, your heart dog is out there, waiting for you. And I have to say, your boyfriend is one terrifc guy. Please don't say you "give up." A very special doggie, in need of the loving home you can provide, is counting on you to keep going. Think of the great optimism he holds in his heart; the hope that somewhere, someone, will come to his rescue. And then perhaps you will find the stength to perservere. {{{HUGS}}}