Megan, I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time right now.

Your parents sound as though they are so emersed in their own pain that you feel left out - on the fringe - and your own feelings are being ignored.

Slick is absolutely right. Is there someone close to you - an Aunt - Grandparents - someone who can wrap their arms around you and let you cry your heart out?

In our own way, all of us are trying to do that for you.

Stay with us - share - we all care and our hearts go out to you.