Oh Tazz, I'm crying for you. It's hard enough to lose a pet but to not be there at the end to say good-bye must be so painful for you. Girl Girl is not far away and is watching over you and Boy Boy now and will ensure your safe return home. She knows you loved her and had no choice but to be away at the time of her passing. I pray that soon your tears will subside and only good memories will flood your heart.