I'm so glad you are feeling better. Separations are not the end of the world and sometimes people need some time alone to figure things out. Take comfort in knowing that both your parents love you very much and don't want to hurt you or your siblings in any way. It will be a bit awkward for a while but you will get used to it. I'm still praying that it's not permanent. Like Tray said, you are not alone. We will always be here for you.