I'm ok...thank you.

Today wound up being just a phone interview with some guy and my union steward. It's odd because I feel guilty...Like I'm the one that has done something wrong. I hate to bring back the past, but I'm kind of feeling the same emotions that I did when I was raped when I was younger...like people are thinking "She asked for it..." "She's lying..." "She is exaggerating..." etc...I'm so scared and I have a feeling that people are going to have memory lapse. I'm so scared that they aren't going to believe me. I almost feel like I shouldn't have said something. It's hard to explain I guess.

On Monday, the people are coming. They're going to interview everyone at work. My union steward just informed me that Friday is her last day. Then WTF did you take my case for?! It's going to last months I am sure.