Tonya, I don't know what to say, except to say I am very sorry you are going through such a bad time. I am sure your family understands completely.

I guess maybe you are just trying to solve everything at once and it feels like a couple tons of bricks has fell on you, and you are just struggling trying to find you way out from underneath all the stress. Right now you have too much on you, too much going on in your life at the same time.

Just don't try to do everything at once. Try to take it slowly. I know that is easier said than done.

I will be thinking of you Tonya, and worrying about you too. Let me know if you have a particular problem that you want me to take over and worry about. I am really a great worrier!! You can start out with one problem at a time. Trying to solve and work on all at one time can do nothing but confuse you.
My heart really goes out to you.

Willie