My heart is breaking for you and I can't imagine how much you are hurting now. Rilla, you are an angel-birdie now and your pale yellow wings have been replaced with soft glowing-white wings. Fly free Rilla and please say hi to Tico and Uchi for me. They will show you around.

Hugs to you Cookiebaker. Please don't feel guilty. I'm sure it wasn't your fault. Sometimes these things just happen.