As I could feel myself getting closer, I could also feel myself wanting to step back more and more. I finnally decided to let my body win. I let go of his hands and took a step back.
"I'm sorry, I just don't think that I am ready for all of this." I said quickly and and burst off toward the house. I didn't know what had gotten into me. I felt as if I didn't even know him anymore. It was like that was the first time we ever met.
When I got into the house my brothers and sister were staring at me of course. Then my brothers started chanting that stupid chant...

" Kaylin's gotta boyfriend, Kaylin's gotta boyfriend."

I striked back at them and gritting my teeth lightly I said..
" He is not my boyfriend."
We began eating and I couldn't help but notice that my sister kept staring at me. She didn't have a smile on her face though. More like an unsure look. I knew that she wanted something from me so after dinner I asked.
" Ok Anna, what do you want?" I said sternly. "Well...she stuttered softly. Then she pointed to the barn and gently said..
" I want you to teach me how to barrel race." A smile flew across my face like a strike of lightening. This would be fun.