Thanks pitc9.

I can't get his burial out of my head, nor the touch of his frozen body & ferm fur. it was really hard to realize it was Max because it didn't feel like Max. I've never gone through a death before & the non-stop nightmares r starting to take their toll, once again I fear sleeping (I had terrors when I was young(without the screaming)). I'll never forget the last time I stroked his fur, touched his cold feet, patted his head & then was forced to stuff him in a hole & burry him.

Today would have been his 10th.

Happy Birthday Sweety, I miss u more then anyone will ever know