I was supposed to go there for Christmas but my family didn't have enough money to send me and Dylan. Their wrought iron fence broke and it cost 1, 500 to fix it. Then, they needed new brakes, and my brother and his girlfriend split up so they had to take my brother in, so he's staying with them and there is really nowhere for me to stay. I had my Christmas planned out and everything, but they changed their minds. To top it off, my best friend in the whole world is moving to Arizona to be with his son, and he leaves in March, and I may not have a chance to see him in person before he leaves. But I am keeping my hopes up and hoping that I will make it there without the next couple of months, or so I hope.

If anyone can say a prayer for my brother, he is going through a very hard time right now. Him and his gf split after 5 years, and having a child, Eathan, he is now three. It is taking such a toll on my brother that he hasn't slept in days and dad is afraid he may do the unthinkable. He broke down after talking to my dad, and just cried. When I spoke to him on the phone he sounded horrible. I mean, I don't always like my brother and the things he does/doesn't do, but I still love him and wish him the best for everything. I feel really bad for the child though, but that's another long story...........and one that's really sad.