Todd , I am so sincerely sorry for your loss. I lost my Dad on September 29th of this year. The pain is still extremely fresh, but it’s semi-tolerable now. I also lost my mother when I was 17 to lung cancer, so I understand some of the feelings you’re having. Please know that anything, whether there is and “afterlife” or not, is better than pain and suffering here on earth.

If you need to talk, I’m only a PM away.