Welcome to PT, I just wish it could have been under better circumstances.

I wish there was something that I could say to take away the pain, however there is not. You will go through the grieving process like any normal parent.

I can only offer my condolances for you loss of such a wonderful baby. I cried as I read you post, because I know how you feel and I know how much you are hurting. Just know that you are not alone, most of us have lost our babies, some more then one. Two years ago we lost our 21 year old Flicka to kidney failure, and that was one of the hardest times that I have gone through.

Weeble have a safe trip to the rainbow bridge and have fun with my Flicka and all of our babies. You will now be able to romp and play without any health issues.

I know that kuhio98 posted a site that has a forum for greving parents. You may also come her and share your felling with us. Everyone here is very understanding and very good listeners.

Send prayers and thoughts of comfort to your family. Also a very big {{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}} to you.