Do take a moment, breathe deeply and remember that you are not alone. Poor California is in our prayers for so many reasons. I don't know what part of CA you're in. You cannot save every kitty. Any chance of capturing them and bringing them to ... I dunno - a church or a nursing home or a school ...

As I tell a certain Pet Talk angel (Aly) all the time, you have to take care of yourself. Without you, so many kitties would be worse off. Take care of yourself, okay?