I am sorry to say it. I would explain what makes me so upset. But it is hard to talk about. I have had to watch pets die, ( Which was very hard) See my pets on road that had been hit, and just overall watching any animal pass away or get put down. I have to watch a lot of that. I wish that I didn't, but I do have to sometimes. I help out at a pet clinic and... I don't want to talk about it anymore.