Aly, I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry!!!!!!!!!!!! I know how painful it is. The same thing happen to me once but the more you blame yourself the worst the pain becomes. I suggest you take a good long cry and give the other kitties some extra cuddling and loving!