You all are so sweet. I feel my PT friends are the only one's that don't think I'm crazy for doing this for them.

When my mom found out how much it'll cost, she said, "You aren't paying for that, are you??" I just sat there. She wont ever understand. There's no way we'll ever tell my in-laws.

I know the people at work think I'm some crazy cat lady...so be it. I'm proud to be that if it makes my fuzzies and myself happy! So there!

What is making me sad is I know we shouldn't keep them. Its going to rip my heart out to have to give them up...but its what's best for our six (six? my goodness!!!).

Anyway, sorry for the ramblings....just needed to vent a bit and to thank you all for understanding me.

Love, Kelly