I haven't read through the entire "I feel evil" thread, but I saw some very good advice from tats and others. Stacwase also makes a very good point above. Maybe you should reread the posts and reconsider your decision.

I seem to have missed out on all of the heated threads, thank goodness! PetTalk seems the same as it always has to me (except for all of the new names); if it's not, let me live with the deception.