I feel evil

[tatsxxx11]

It is not our forgiveness you should be asking, but Hallie's I look at that sweet face and start to cry. You obviously let your emotions over take what you know to be true...that there is no reason to physically assault an animal; EVER. What hurts me most is reading that you called her stupid It makes me think that what she did was something minor that annoyed you, not an act of aggressiveness. But the fact that you came here to discuss what you did, takes courage and makes me think that you know what you did was very wrong, that you are seeking our help and you want to try and correct that wrong. You must be feeling sick inside and I feel badly for you I know I would be. Dogs have an incomprehensible capacity to forgive us humans. My advice to you would be to ask her forgiveness. Speak to her lovingly and pet her gently. Take her for a walk, sit next to her quietly, look into her eyes and tell her you love her. Most of all, promise her you will never, ever do that again; and mean it. If you feel yourself getting upset, walk away and return when you are calmer. I have no doubt that with time she will forgive you. If you believe she has behavioral issues that need to be addressed, seek out those sources that can help you correct those behaviors in an appropriate way, such as obedience training. But never, ever, forget that this is a living, sentient being that has feelings; deep, deep feelings. They look to us for love and support and companionship and understanding. Your Hallie is a beautiful girl and you are blessed and privileged to have her in your life. I hope she and you will heal and that you can begin anew with a commitment to be her most devoted, loyal and loving best friend. Our canine companions deserve nothing less. My heart aches for you because I know how badly you must be feeling.