You are doing great! Don't be so negative toward yourself. I am sure I speak for everyone when I say that every post I see from you is interesting and very touching. Keep your threads and posts coming, okay?? Please tell us more about Tiny, what did she do today that stands out in your memory that was particularly sweet or amusing?
Don't say you are a bad speller just because spelling anathiona doesn't come natural to you, who does it come natural to? Just me, since it is the middle name of my little angel daughter, LaKesha. I don't know anyone who spells that name easily.