So basically in a year I'll interprete things differently? Maybe, but doubtful. And yes I do care what ppl say, esp about me (or my family/friend) I duno if thats good or bad, but I do. The way I took what you said was its basically shameful to be afraid of such a little thing that can't hurt you. Which annoys me.. But anyway I'm confused to whether you were joking or not about that so anyway. You said you were joking, then said you weren't so I don't know. All I know is a lot of ppl have phobias and there probably is no reason for me to be afraid of them but it can't be helped at this point