Is there a survivor support group or something like that in your area? You are being so strong & trying so hard with hubbies help but sometimes hearing it from others that have, or are, going through similar circumstances can be a real blessing. Of course we at PetTalk are a support group ourselves and please know we are always here. Hug-a-dog Support is the best of all and I'm glad Katie can make you smile "Anything at all, all you have to do is call, and we'll be there - yes we will... you've got a friend"
Laurie