why the F*** would i be making this up? you think i like being scared? you think i like thinking that i may never be able to come home and relax? no, every time he is in my town i am always looking down roads and in store parking lots just to make sure he ISNT around. i dont like not feeling safe in my own home. i wish i could be like most of my friends who dont have to worry about this type of stuff. but im not my friends. i never will be. i will always be looking every direction. i will never be normal again. i dont like this one bit.
you said that u dont think that i should be standing up for "BOB" b/c u said that he is a man that my want to malest me. that is just how i am. i stick up for others. even if its not right.
i wish that i could just go walking around without worrieing that i will get hurt. i even look around the school grounds and even in the school while im going to my classes. i just dont think you guys know what im going through. i dont have a father, so i dont have a fatherly figure to help protect me. its just me, my mother, and my 16 year old brother. yeah, my brother may help protect me, but whats he going to do to stop a "Foot Ball player" from hurting me. he cant do much. you may think that i am wrong. but i dont think so. u dont know "BOB" you dont know my brother and u basically dont know me that well. im sry if you think that what i am doing is wrong. but at least i know when enough is enough. i read these posts everyday. i dont respond right away b/c i dont want people to think that i have nothing better to do. my friends and i joke around a lot about "BOB" and what i would do if i saw him. but that is just talk, no action.