Originally posted by sweet_stormy
the most i have ever thought about him was in my nightmares, when i would see him raping me. i dont even know what they mean.


If he's raping you in your dreams, maybe that's a sign from God to BEWARE of him and STAY AWAY and protect yourself! Many times dreams are signs and turn out to be true. Maybe you're being told to stay away. Follow your self instincts, and steer away from the situation. When he's supposed to arrive, tell your parents to take you out, maybe to a friend's house, or the mall. Go WITH your parents. Do NOT stay home alone. At night, make sure to have all your doors and windows locked, and stay alert, and have your parents alert. You said your parents don't know you were meeting him. I think more than us, THEY should know. Its important, and there's a HUGE possibility that this guy can hurt you. Don't fall into his tricks. This only shows you're innocence dear. When someone's approaching you like this, that means *RUN*. You don't stand up and support a person who wants to molest you. You're parents should know, because they care about you and will want to protect you. Stay safe kid! And NO, you're not a bad person! You are young and innocent, and this guy is not so innocent and wants to do wrong and immoral things to you. Steer away and take our advice. DON'T go near him!