I understand how hard it is. Odie was a foster. Ginger was a foster, Cannilla was a foster and Brandy was a foster. Was is the key word.....their here to stay. I couldn't give them up, they became my family. I never planed on having 8 dogs, but once they get here it just to hard to let them go. So I know what you are going through and it is tough.

Someone will come along, lets hope, that you will feel safe giving her to and hopfull that will make it a little easier on you. Ask if you can come check up on her ever once in awhile, when that time come. Some times just seeing her happy in her new home will help you. I know when I got Mooch, the people that resuced her from the fire came and checked up on her and I didn't mind at all...I understood and they only had her 2 days till I was called. I also got some new friends out of the deal. Sometime it can be a win, win for all.

Good luck