guys..I don't really know how to answer jen's q.

but I'll try.
-I haven't seen more kittens, you have no idea how often I visited SPCAS..tons.
-I'll have to pay for adoption.
-some adoption places refuse let me have kittens because I have a dog.
-at least I have rescued 6 cats.
-I do feel bad and guilt when anyone ask me like jen did.
-zephyra got pregnant accidentally and I said she 'might' is.
-and I have to say...it was my childhood dream seeing a mother giving birth and to be with me all the way or I feel detached from animals. I mean what's wrong with it. I tried?