Thanks to everyone for their kind words, you have no idea how much you have helped (made me cry a lot but helped me!!) Its nice to speak to so many animal lovers as I'm afraid most people just don't understand the pain and if I hear 'its only a cat' again I'm liable to slap someone !!!!

Jocks sis (Bonnie) has also helped loads, she's become my shadow and her cuddles have cheered me up no end !!

Anyway, thanks again to everyone for their support at my time of need !!!