Rob has never felt real love from anyone in his whole life, until he met me. He doesn't understand the love a human can have with a pet, he never sees his parents love their dogs (playing & feeding a dog isn't real love). His mother is a witch & never showed her boys real love. feeding & giving money isn't love. Shes always yelling at them, telling them how fat & stupid they r, they'll never survive out in the real world without her, shes horrible.

Rob has seen just how much I love Max tonight. He knows that I love Max just like we love eachother (a bit different love but just as powerful). I think all the crying & shaking scared him a bit.

As soon as we get a place of our own, I know he'll understand my love for max & he'll start to show love for Max too. I just have to show & teach him how. I'm the first human that has loved Rob & he'll do anything to keep me from being horribly hurt.

I saw a different side of him tonight, he was calming, upset, angry & showed consern for Max.

I know my posts r more then likely hard to read, but its hard to type, cry & think at the same time.