I have nothing to forgive you for. I hate that you change your username, it's pointless. People will be mean or say mean things to you no matter what your username is. Or they'll be nice and say nice things to you. It doesn't make a difference you are still the same person.

If you are saying sorry a million times, and people won't accept that leave them be. It's not up to you to FORCE people to forgive you. It's called free will.

Now I really wish you would start sharing pictures and stories of your pets or just leave. You say you want to be a member of this board but so far I haven't seen any nice posts by you.