Hi Sarah. Unfortunately I know what you are going through. It takes a truely good person to look at your animal's quality of life, know that they could have better, and then make the decision. I know that you truely love your baby, just like I love mine that I had to give up. It was the hardest thing I've ever done in my whole life. I still doubt myself all the time, but in the bottom of my heart I know I did what was right. I would give anything to have him back, but I know that wouldn't be right. He is now in a perfect home and very happy. May I suggest contacting either lab or mixed breed rescues? I think that would be the way to go for you. Most rescue groups do very thorough application processes and make sure your baby gets placed in a loving home. If you would like me to, I can post it on a couple great rescue lists I'm on.

PLEASE email me if you need someone to talk to. I just went through this in March and the wounds are still fresh for me. I can try to talk you through each step of the way, or maybe just listen. I am so sorry this is happening to you. It really is the hardest thing in the whole world