......."We'll just walk them and play with them and clean them up, then leave. We won't come back for at least 2-4 weeks so this way we won't have to know what happened to them. I know that sounds bad, but the dogs there REALLY need some help and it is the only way we can handle it mentally".............

As you posted above Aly, that is exactly what I have to do. I will visit, help out, drop off supplies and toys and treats. But, I have to wait 2 or 3 weeks to go back. That way, if a dog is no longer there, I say to myself, "he or she was adopted...." I pray for the day that "kill" shelters are a thing of the past.