Tonya what's the saying about it always being darker before the light or something like that. Well it looks like this is that time for you. I'm sorry to hear about all the horrible things that are happening to you. I'll keep you in my thoughts, and the dogs send you great big puppy dog kisses...well Smudge and Winter do, Tama just send really big butt wiggles (you don't want to smell his breath) oh and last but not least go out and hug a yeknom.