Sorry to hear about your losses also. We all wish that we could have prevented our dog's death but we know it isnt possible.I do remember Moutro being a little flat that weekend. It was Easter weekend so I didnt spend as much time with him as usual. I know that feeling Pam of wishing we were there!!! But as Carrie said, we shouldnt think that. I wish I had found this Forum back in May 2000. When Moutro died I wanted to talk about it anonymously so people couldnt see me cry :-) (even though people did anyway). But the trek continues, given that we are dog lovers we move on and committ to another fury canine. Not forgetten the prior ones of course!!!!!!