HI!! well it wasnt as hard as i thought.. it wasnt easy either.. i guess i tried to hold back my tears.. I dont like to cry like that in front of evry 1 i would rather do it by myself in bed.. but other than that, i get to see my baby cousin! UGHH! i saw him yesterday and he was a cutiepie! i didnt get to snuggle with the cutie yesterday because i had to go with my other uncle to his house we barely had any room so i stayed with him in his huge house But they are bringing him back over here for me to hold and stuff.. only 2 weeks old so he doesnt do much The babys daddy is my dads cousin so i went with him because they have a lot of horses so one of their horses had a philly!! AWW i was in heaven! hehe.. well im gonna stop postin now! Miss it here.. look at all i miss.. nothing too exciting huh?