And I know this probably means nothing but as i cried i out my thoughts into words, i wrote a poem. I made a signature. I spoke over it with my parents. I cried with my parents. I cried while speaking with other PTers on AIM. I was heartbroken.

And now, i just don't know what to think. Is it real? Is it fake? Why? Why did it have to happen either way? I'm confused.