Everyone,

Debbie (Tubby & Peanut's Mom) was kind enough to offer help to get her to a vet. Unfortunately, the shelter has the last word, as I am only a foster home. When I called them today on my lunch hour, they said they appreciated it and everything, but they were going to do what was in Carrie's best interest and that is to let her go. I insisted on being there.

I'm sick to my stomach right now. I can't wait to get outta here and go home and hug her. I just want her to know how much I love her and that I am so sorry I failed her.

Now I've got 5 sick cats and one that's going to die. My heart hurts so much right now.