SAS-
How awful. The whole thing, just awful. I am so happy to hear there is an end in sight. Your heart has been torn apart by this, and the events with Gabe and Grammy Crackers just too much to deal with any more trauma. But, despite all the hardship, you continue to put the welfare of your kitties ahead of your own feelings. That is truly remarkable.

Hang in there....
Hugs,
Johanna