" I take good care of all my boys and girls but it's people like me who looses a very much loved pet."
It happens to everybody in the universe who owns a pet..not just you.
I recently lost my Golden about a week and a half ago and I'm still hurting..
You had a beautiful puppy. She was so young, and helpless. You tried, and there was nothing more that you could do for her. Her immune system was still developing, so she was very unstable inside her.
I'm so sorry for your loss. You're in my prayers