thanks for the suggestions.
i understand the point- but size means nothing when the boy fights for his life when i try to give him meds. i have scars from eye drops from 2 yrs ago.

he takes 2 liquid meds- supposed to be twice a day, although i'll be happy with once at this point.

eventually, he gets his meds- i just hate to force it on him cuz this cat holds a grudge- big time. i don't want him hating me, or shying away when i try to pet him. if only he knew this was saving his life.

truth is, i'm frustrated. i want him to be well so badly, and when he was eating the meds on his own- it was almost like he was ok.
but now that i have to force them on him, somehow it feels like he's not doing as well- he sure isn't getting the doses he used to
so i'm scared his health might start to decline.

i just had to whine, don't mind me.
tara