Originally posted by binka_nugget
oh don't worry..well I'm not like sad or anything anymore...but I haven't really gotten over it (i used the wrong words earlier). I hate him more now...he's always been a bad father...he doesn't even know how old we are. I'm just happy that he smokes and drinks because it's just killing him faster...arg...

Kiddo, you should talk to a pastor, counselor or someone about your relationship with your dad, okay? It's a lot easier to deal with when you've had a professional to help you through it. Think about it, okay? It's not normal, and it's not something you should just have to "get over" by yourself, it can impact the rest of the relationships you have in your life if you don't get help.