I am soo very sorry you lost your Jose. You may not have any one right there that understands but there are many here that do. It is so heartwrenching to lose your best friend like that. And there really are not any words that will make you feel any better. The only thing that helps is time. Even allowing new friends in your life doesn't help the empty place that Jose has left. But he is there alive still in your heart and memories and you are a better person for them. When the time is right to open your home and heart for another you will know. Just please take comfort in knowing that many here are grieving for you and understanding your pain and loss.

*big cyber hug*

Denyce