Thanks everyone. The sad thing is that I feel like running out and getting another bird! I just feel so weird without him here. I haven't had a bigger type birdy for awhile now and I didn't know how bad I missed it. I feel kinda weird that he's in my freezer still too and that I can't bury him. I want to take him with me when I move, so that's why I want to get him cremated, but I just can't help but feel a little uneasy that he's in there. Today I walked by his cage and I could have sworn I heard him talking!!!! I think death plays mind games with me, because whenever I have lost a pet I always either one) think I see them out of the corner of my eye, or two) here them making noise or what not.


God I just miss him so much. A "friend" of mine made a remark to me this morning and it kind of upset me. She said that I shouldn't cremate him because if I cremate all my pets I will be lugging around 10 thousand pounds of ashes. She said I was weird because I have only had him for a few weeks. Who cares! I don't care if he was here only two days, I loved that bird so much. I put so much into taming him and making sure his leg healed good! I just moved him into a bigger cage that I did up for him so that he wouldn't be bored and I made sure it was safe for his leg. It took me a long time just to block the top section off so that he couldn't hurt his foot if he fell. He was my birdy and I loved him so much. She really made me mad!