Its okay to be sad, Aly. its even okay to cry. not a silly thing in the world to feel. You have done what was right for Shiloh. You put his feelings first and that takes courage and bravery. It also makes you a wonderful caring cat mom. Shi will let you know just how much he appreciates it by purring you to sleep tonight. And tomorrow - being another day - will bring a new rescue adventure your way. Cuz your the best!